Why a Calculated Life Didn’t Prepare Me as I Had Thought

Compulsive fear drove me to a prison of the mind.

Photo by Cristofer Jeschke on Unsplash

In 2018, something really terrible happened in my life. I am to blame, nobody else. I’ve told the story countless times and would be happy to never tell it again, but you can read about it if it piques your interest.